So... The quarantine is finally getting people think about things. I guess. And there is me in this mind maze. Don't you think that we are always pretending to be someone else? It is like you are taking a photo in a natural look, but then you find out that there are some filters that can improve your photo. But not every time it can improve something. There is this feeling that there is nothing left natural in this world, I mean, yes, people do what they like, they feel, they love, but whait, not all people have an opportunity for this. Some people just can't find good in themselves. And it is all about that we are sharing our lives on Internet, trying to be cool, to pretend that everything is good, when it is not. I mean, yeah, maybe some people don't have problems like these and they are just enjoying life. Well, then they are truthly happy. I just can't watch at people who are suffering all bad things alone and they just don't want or are scared to ask for help. And it is hard when you are trying to help someone, but it doesn't work. Everyone knows that life can be hard, but not everyone sees that somehow, maybe just with a little smile on a stranger's face, life is giving us hope that happines will come and it will come, we just have to don't give up and stay strong for it.
I really want to say - just take yourself in your hands and get the s*** out of your life. You can be yoruself whenever you want. And better that time comes now.
First thing of all - clean your environment - your room, your house, because it will help you to focus and feel, think clean. Look around yourself, how many things you have which you just don't need? So why are you keeping it? Maybe there are other people who would be happy to use it? Think about others, give your unused things away for those who really need it.
Second thing - look at your social media, you always look at someone else who is "better" and say to yourself that you are not good enough like that. But that is not true. You need better to find an authority that can teach you, just don't forget to start learning from them and from your mistakes.