4 hours ago
I left The Ivy feeling very happy, but also very anxious. How do I tell Justin I’ve got an amazing job in London? Doing exactly what I’ve always wanted to do. I walked around the streets for a little trying to come up with what to say before I got an uber back to the hotel. I went back to the hotel & Justin was awake, but he was in the shower. I undressed & joined him in the shower “Hey, baby girl” he said smiling & gave me a long, passionate kiss. “Hey” I said smiling back at him “are you ok? You seem nervous?” I just nodded & said “I’m ok”. Our shower quickly turned into a ‘lets have sex in the shower’ kinda thing instead & the next thing I know I’m up against the shower wall with my legs wrapped around Justin. After our shower I hopped out & got dressed again. I have to tell him at some point about my job, but I’m so nervous. We sat down to have breakfast that room service just brought up. “So, I need to tell you something” I said to Justin “is it good or bad?” Is it good or bad? I don’t know... “Errr, good” I said “Ok, but that doesn’t sound convincing. Is everything ok, y/n?” “This morning I went for a job interview” He smiled at me & said “thats good. Where?” “The Ivy & I got a job as a chef. Its kind of a dream job of mine.” “Ah, congratulations!” His ‘congratulations’ didn’t sound genuine & I know I’ve just pissed him off. “Thanks” I said. “So, when do you start?” “Not sure yet, they said they’d let me know!” The rest of breakfast was kind of awkward & it pissed me off. This is a dream job of mine & I was happy about getting it, but Justin’s kind of changed my mind about that now. “I have a meeting with Scooter in a minute, so I’m going to head over to his room. I’ll see you in about an hour” He kissed me on the forehead & left. He’s clearly mad at me.