1 week ago
the first thing i hear when i wake up is the clanging of my alarm. i lazily slam my hand on the bright red metal and silence is brought to my room again. great. first day of school today. i drag myself out of bed and go to the bathroom to wash my face.
after that, i walk back into my room and open the wardrobe, and after a lot of thought i choose an outfit i haven’t worn in a long time. (swipe to see the outfit)
once i got changed i did my hair into a messy updo and i didn’t put on any makeup. my dad goes to work early so i wasn’t surprised when i didn’t see him in his room or downstairs. in my old school he drove me but this time i’ll have to take the bus. i grabbed a cereal bar on the way through the kitchen and walked through the front door and a chill went down my spine. so what, i still didn’t get used to the vancouver cold air. once i made it to the bus stop i leaned against the rusted pole and opened to the page i left on from last night. the book i’m reading is probably the most exciting romance book i’ve read so far.
about ten minutes later i hear the low rickety hum of the school bus. the doors slide open with a creak and i hop in and take a seat at the back. the bus is pretty full and a lot of teenagers are shouting and throwing things at each other. what an amazing start to my new school. i lean my head on the scratched window pane and watch my breath turn into a fog and leave its mark on the glass. —
you know the way “everyone” wants to be a famous celebrity and singer?
well i don’t.
here’s some reasons:
you can’t go anywhere without thousands of fans and reporters following you.
you can’t have a proper relationship with anyone.
millions and millions of little spiders crawling...
sleeping is like a dark endless hole and you’re just falling, falling, falling....
i sit up in bed.
i feel a warm tear drip down the left side of my face. i check my phone.
i have to be in the recording studio by 6:00 am.
i exhale and get out of bed.
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