7 minutes ago
so i'll continue to use other people in the hopes that i'll be able to forget you. but the thing is, i can't do that. because no matter what, i will never be able to forget you. not for a long time, anyway. and i'm so sad because you just entered my life and hurt me so much that i can't really tell what is and isn't pain anymore. everything was a lie and i knew that the first time you left without a word. you just left me all alone, barely coping because i was so infatuated with you. and now, here i am months later, still trying to figure out what i did wrong. why did you have to hurt me like that? why did you have to do that?