𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙡 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙩𝙝 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙤 𝙞𝙢𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙩.
alright..i wasn’t gonna post this, it was more of an edit for my eyes only but i also don’t wanna be afraid of expressing my feelings & emotions with you guys. after all, that’s all edits are really for; freedom of expression. as y’all may know, i’ve been in such a dark place recently & i’m struggling to pull myself out of it. lately i’ve jus been feeling so tired, not the sleepy kind of tired, but emotionally tired. i have zero motivation to do anything & i can barely get out of bed without feeling like i have stones chained to my ankles. i wanna cry, but nothing comes out. i feel like i’m drowning, lungs on fire, heavy weight on my chest & i can’t get to the surface..idk why i’ve been feeling like this..it’s an unexplainable sadness. i’ve deactivated two of my accounts already & i might deactivate this one too until i get my shit together; but at the same time i don’t really want to because madison is the only thing keeping me semi sane right now. i’ve been doing everything i possibly can to better my mental health & i know i have friends here that i can talk to but even tho i have them, i still feel so fucking alone. this post isn’t for sympathy or pity, it’s more of me feeling like i have to explain myself because a lot of you have been blowing up my dms & even getting mad when i don’t reply; i’m sorry, i jus need a damn break from everything & everyone so i can pick up my broken pieces. my happiness & mental health are so much more important than a fucking dm. as queen madison once said, i’m not being rude, can you give me my space. people need time to heal. you never know what someone is going thru. pls be gentle.
mental health is so important and i hope all of you are doing everything you possibly can to bring yourselves up. whatever we’re all going thru is temporary. and we will come out stronger.
this edit was inspired by one i seen on someones story so 100% inspo creds to whoever you are.🖤