Thoughts , Emotion , Feelings all they typically let us to connect with rest of other humans of this planet . Paying attention to our needs is appropriate , even necessary but only with self obsession we're descending into a state of self-absorption . In this world what we name it as modern generation , we're descending into a state of toxic self - absorption moreover we indulging ourselves with personality traits . The expectations is now only left out as experience . We leave most of the dreams unfulfilled or some of us scratch it out as the way of some mind made wish fulfillment .
Nerves have a way of making you fold into yourself , obsessing over each awkward thing you’ve said or done in front of someone you’re trying to impress .
Depressed people dwell constantly on self-recriminations about how worthless they are , there is a continual , critical internal voice tearing the person down , questioning every move , Second-guessing in every decision . People with severe depression appear totally self-absorbed and self - involved . This incense negative internal dialogue fills the sufferer with intense shame who die with every second with their regrets .
I believe self-centredness to be the very cause of depression . And not just depression, but every ailment in the world as we know it .
The irony is , I can only see this NOW , with hindsight , looking back at my mind-state when I was depressed .
Ego all the way , me me me , MY problems , MY depression , MY past , MY MY MY MY .
That very self-absorbed, self-centered fascination with my own ego and its agenda is exactly what kept me trapped in that depression for so long . All I was doing was feeding my ego and feeling sorry for myself .
That is self-centredness in its highest or should I say lowest form .
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